Anger an Sadness ends Numbness

The Title should describe it more than i can:
Before i began painting it, something happened ... and i was so angry and sad about, the Anger left pretty fast but the sadness hold on long an then after a time the numbness camed while i was drawning so the face doesn't look that angry anymore (it changed while i was trying to get the face look better)....

Now the painting is done and i hope i can let it be the past...